1. |
Life Just Gets Me
04:04
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Do I have ghosts in my apartment or am I just depressed?
Did everything Madonna yet still have my regrets
If it's you and me together then I hope it's the best
Had everything I wanted yet I'm still a fucking mess,
You got that right ripe, kind of curious, taste
"Good girl with evil parts" I say to myself
Your window for you to make it okay
Wasn't always gonna be there
You're never gonna see me all the through,
You're always gonna do what's comfortable
And now I gotta feed my appetite for life,
For life
Do I have respiratory issues or am I just anxious?
The thrills that come with misbehaving
If I put two and two together in the beginning
Would thirst for more never begin?
You got that right ripe, kind of curious, taste
"Good girl with evil parts" I say to myself
Your window for you to make it okay
Wasn't always gonna be there
You're never gonna see me all the through,
You're always gonna do what's comfortable
And now I gotta feed my appetite for life,
And sometimes, life just gets me
Life just gets me
Sometimes you pour your heart out
And life will leave you behind
Life just gets me
Life just gets me
Sometimes you pour your heart out
And life will leave you behind
For life
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2. |
Any Way You Want Me
04:13
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I'm fully loaded and a little late on life
I'm a wicked woman
Need a little pain with love
And then I need to snap back
And keep reminding myself
It's the same story even if it's with someone else
But you're fully loaded
And a little late but right
Don't wanna hurt you
Don't wanna hurt you
Dont wanna hurt me
Don't wanna be here
Don't wanna be here
Don't wanna be free
You get the spouts of my energy
Loving you is like loving anarchy
Any way you want me
That's how I'll be
I love the way you're not counting
Counting on anything
I'm fully loaded and a little late on life
I'm a weekend woman
Don't wanna hurt you
Don't wanna hurt you
Dont wanna hurt me
Don't wanna be here
Don't wanna be here
Don't wanna be free
You get the spouts of my energy
Loving you is like loving anarchy
Any way you want me
That's how I'll be
I love the way you're not counting
Counting on anything
Any way you want me
That's how I'll be
Tell me where I'm standing
Tell me where I lean
You say that you want me
But where will that lead you?
You say that you want me but what if I want you?
What if I want you too?
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3. |
Benefit
03:00
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Benefit
Benefitting
Benefit from the bitter ending,
Been addicted
Unaffected
By the hour
They're never-ending
And it goes, and it goes
Though I'll never know if I'll be the same
After this
My skin glows, my hair grows
I am Aphrodite (in a way)
Since you let me be
Benefit
Benefitting
Benefit from the way he's talking
Getting fitter
So much "better"
So much better (it's unhealthy to feel)
And it goes, and it goes
Though I'll never know if I'll be the same
After this
My skin glows, my hair grows
I am Aphrodite (in a way)
Since you let me be
And it goes, and it goes
Though I'll never know if I'll be the same
After this
My skin glows, my hair grows
I am Aphrodite (in a way)
Since you let me be
I've been living on the edge
Making more bread
Hanging out late at night
I've been getting up early
And sleeping real late
And feeling real bad (it's right)
Feeling real bad (it's right)
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4. |
Crystal Waters
05:42
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It’s not enough of an exhalation
The time we spent living apart
What is that?
Is that falling in love?
Or is that
Falling apart?
I might as well be dead
The way you held my head
Baptized in crystal water
I might have suffered less
If you held me under longer
Ooh, I’m not one to give back a lot
But I want to
Give back to you
Give it back to you
There’s not much of an explanation
The reasons I had for running along
Can’t take back
What’s already done
Just know that
I was running from love
I might as well be dead
My grip around my neck
I let darkness do the honors
I might have suffered less
If I swam a little longer
Ooh I’m not one to give back a lot,
But I want to give back to you
Give it back to you
Give it back to you
Give it back to you
Give it back to you
I know it sounds like i would like another try
The truth is I want you to love regardless
My selfish desires of one day being your bride
Thank God for alcohol
Helps numb the word, “goodbye”
Ooh I’m not one to give back a lot,
But I want to give back to you
Give it back to you
Give it back to you
Give it back to you
Give it back to you
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5. |
Fucked it Up (Properly)
04:51
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I am not what you thought i’d be
I am not what you want from me
But I give real,
real good fantasy
I am not lost, I am not home
It’s nothing to do
About us
And all our love
Loving as I might be
I am not what you thought i’d be
I am not what you want from me
Take as long as you want to
I know exactly what I’ll do
Then say that you want me
But you know it and I know that I fucked it up
Properly
I am not what where I thought I’d be
I am not what you want from me
While I enjoy your philosophy
I pay the cost all on my own
It’s something to do with all the love
It’s not enough
Loving as I try to be
I am not what you thought i’d be
I am not what you want from me
Take as long as you want to
I know exactly what I’ll do
Then say that you want me
But you know it and I know that I fucked it up
Properly
Wait, i’ll wait
Wait, i’ll wait
A slow and hot, steady rush
I guess I don’t tell you
What I need
And that’s to see what comes up
I guess I don’t tell you much
I guess it comes down to what I need
And now what I want
Take as long as you want to
I know exactly what I’ll do
Then say that you want me
But you know it and I know that I fucked it up
Properly
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6. |
Grand Prize Winner
04:29
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The sun is a liar
It tells me its time
The moon is my true lover
He dims down the light
The neighborhood is dying down
With every now and then a scream
I think of who I was last year
When it was you and I in those streets
California
In my mind
Every time we fucking fight
You know it won't change things
Whether you stay or you leave
And while I'm drowning in misery
Can I at least see palm trees?
And when
When's the next flight?
Where's my grand prize?
And when's the next flight?
And where's my grand prize
For loving you?
You
you
you
My phone is a liar
It tells me they're fine
Their stories are a cover
What you see is what they like
And the fairytale is dying down
With every now and then a scene
I think of all our love last year
When it was you and I in those scenes
California
In my mind
Every time we fucking fight
You know it won't change things
Whether you stay or you leave
And while I'm drowning in misery
Can I at least see palm trees?
And when
When's the next flight?
Where's my grand prize?
And when's the next flight?
And where's my grand prize
For loving you?
You
you
you
With you
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7. |
Spiritually
03:57
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I don't care to overwhelm you
I myself can understand the feeling
I'm not here to suck the life out of you
Sometimes life can be a drag
But when I'm with you I feel
Glad I didn't stay with all the ones before
Glad my egos dead so I can see you for
The person that you are
Is who I strive to be
Totally carefree
Totally wealthy
Spiritually
Spiritually
Spiritually
Spiritually
It's not fair to push feelings out of you
I would never ask unless the feeling
Seemed mutual to me
But I could not bare to see you
With your tattoo artist
Cause when I'm with you I feel
Glad I didn't stay with all the ones before
Glad my egos dead so I can see you for
The person that you are
Is who I strive to be
Totally carefree
Totally wealthy
Spiritually (you know id love to but it's suicide)
Spiritually (you know it even though it's not right)
Spiritually
Spiritually
I like the way your voice sounds
Through my phone, your eyes glance
Through my soul
You hurt so good
Pierce me with your words
And heal me with them too
Tell me all your problems
And that I need to chill
Curse into the void and say you don't know me
Cook me fucking dinner
How dare I get cozy
Fuck me till the sunrise but you're "not pressed to fuck"
Tell me that you like me but romance is not the look
If I have a problem, I'm the crazy one
Just because I touched you, I'm the fucking slut
I'm the fucking slut
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8. |
You're Still the One
02:15
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9. |
Color Me Noir
06:37
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I don't wanna die a heartless, dumb, bitch
I don't wanna push away the ones that I need,
I cannot afford another lesson
Unless it's pretend fantasy
Why do I feel so bad? He's so on-track
Why do I like it best? When I have to guess and guess and guess and guess and...
Calm before
For the storm color me 'noir'
Calm before
For the storm color me 'noir'
And color me 'noir'
I am too annoyed by useful wisdom
I am too allured by youthful energy
I am unimpressed by your acceptance
Guess thats something I'll take up in therapy
Why do I feel so glad?
He's off track
Why do I feel relief when I have to seek and seek and seek and seek?...
And calm before
For the storm
Color me 'noir'
Calm before
For the storm
Color me 'noir'
And color me 'noir'
Hard
I'm not hard
Always, I am the one leaving
Always, I am so conceited
But I'm not hard
I'm not hard
Now
Always, I am the one leaving
Always, I am so conceited
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Citris is the psychedelic dream-pop grunge project from Brooklyn, NY. Citris begun in Purchase College Music Conservatory as a loud grunge band, morphing into a progressive, psychedelic, experimental indie pop sound with electronic tinges. Citris performs both by herself and with a band and can be found performing regularly in the NYC scene and throughout the east coast. Follow to stay updated. ... more
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